yep -- it's caleb and graceee again, with a different layout. this isn't a blog for nasty posts about other people, so dont worry. just a space for us to leave thoughts, and express what we're feeling through the power of words. xo

Dear God,

How are you? Busy with the armageddon preparations, I suppose. I know in Your Word it says that when we talk to You, You'll listen. But sometimes I get moments when I do wonder if You're really there, and if You're listening. I guess it'll take some faith to believe You're listening to me right now.

Lord, I want to serve You. I want to do what You want me to do. I've been hoping and praying that You'll call me to be a missionary someday, but I know I'll accept whatever is in Your will.

Why do I feel abandoned sometimes? There are people out there I know I can rely on, depend on. Real friends, and blood relatives. They always remind me that they've got my back. But Father, I now know that no one can support me, lift me up, and protect me, like You can. You are really the only One I should be depending on.

Lord, I want to take back all the awful things I've said and done. I know I don't deserve Your forgiveness. But it's Your forgiveness I seek the most. Wash away all this tormenting guilt I have, clean me with Your precious blood.

Please help me get through these next few months, God, and help me remain calm with peace because of You, as my life undergoes some of the biggest changes I will have ever experience. You are larger than anything God, and I put You first in my life. I love you, Lord, and I know You love me.

In Jesus' precious name I pray, Amen.




Grace